CHANGE

hello guys..so sorry havent had much time posting in this blog :)anyway..i do hope all of you are in great condition..
so,I'm gonna hit 18 in less than 3 months time..that's mean I'm a big girl now *not quite really* and in following weeks,I'll know where I would further my studies.either here in Malaysia or somewhere else around the world.thus,I'll be away from my family.that is a SUPER DRASTIC CHANGE in my life.ever.i mean..I'm a daddy's girl.i grew up surrounded by my ever loving family,with my cousins as my childhood friends and still are my friends,with my aunts being sporting and supportive always and uncles that jokes and prank on us(me and my cousins) naughtily but in a way that show their love for us.and mind you,my uncles are so fierce in protecting their flesh and blood and clans in a way that sometimes i get scared if i happened to see them in 'battlefield'.phewww...and i even get so very close to my youngest aunt than i ever get to my own mama.we are like the bestfriend forever.with her,i can tell her my secrets,my crush,my everything(?) and she in turn also did just that to me.so,I'm not so used in this stay-away-from-your-family things.huhu i might get a very serious homesickness later on...T___T
so..just wanna tell you that sometimes..we do need to undergo and experience CHANGES in our life to be able to take on the world more confidently ;)
till then folks..x0x0

quick!quick!

hellooooooooooooooooo...... :))
i'm back!!sorry for the long period of hibernating..hehhhee..i'm quite busy rite now so just a lil' update..
i'll post to u guys SOON!

MONEY!

hai everyone..so i've noticed that some of my blog viewers are from various countries around the globe..
just to let you all know,i'm so happy you dropped by and viewed my not-so-awesome blog*smile*

about the title above,apparently my beloved country MALAYSIA had a whole new face of money that i found rather colourful..so i want to share and tell you guys about it :)
truth to be told,i didnt know about the money-thing in the first place..after reading my favourite ever blogger's blog,only then i acknowledge it(here)..her alter-ego name is Cik Epal,and she is the one who had inspired me to start blogging as well..do drop by at her blog here and you can tell she's pretty amazing..
so here is a peek on what are we malaysians going to use in year 2012

courtesy from Cik Epal's blog

colourful right?? :) cant wait to used it..anyway if you are planning to go to Malaysia next year,you can experience these whole new things with us too..thus,do come and visit us..Malaysia is a very interesting place to travel and we Malaysians are always happy to welcome international tourists to embark a trip here and experience a whole new sensation that only Malaysia can give..i felt like some sort of ambassador promoting my country anyway..HAPPY HOLIDAY folks *_*
bye lovelies...
xOxO

SAD face =.=

haii..*waving not-so-frantically*
yea..thats my sad face..see that 'love S' caption?? twas indirectly for Mr. S :( he had updated newest pictures of him and although i felt like crying while writing this  I rather say he is HOT!! like SCORCHING HOT!! GOD...i'm never ever been truly in love but now why I felt so brokenhearted??duhh!!I'm summoned up couraged to ignored him though I always checked his FB profile whenever I had the chance but now things are shattering into pieces and I'm vulnerable again...I'll say to guys out there..NEVER EVER confess your feeling to a woman UNLESS you're being TRULY EXTREMELY sincere and want her to be your other half because she might take it to her heart.believe me,.I'm very much was in that condition less or more...huhu :( though*I think*he is the one who gonna had all those regrets(ya know 'bout losing me and stuff)..but strangely it was me who felt that way....someone please call 911-LOVE..i have a brokenheart here ASAP!!LOL :)
so Mr. S..i'll make sure you gonna regret this!

a place called HAVEN..

so..i'm finally over it (SPM) *fuhh..* back early this year,my parents are STRICTLY not tolerating about me goin' to state library & get fused with its charm,books and stuff..yepp..i'm a bookworm at heart though i hate worms*yuccckkk* i usually only borrowed 4 books,the normal standard in my state library,,..but since i got full advantage on my mom's membership card,i borrowed 8 books altogether.hehe and ohh how i loved getting indulged & immersed in a fully different world through the eye of the books..I LOVE IT..being in a library always gave me these easy-peasy-lightness feelings..but the obvious FLAW is the library is not so updated with the newest or at least never-read-before books..i'm so devastated by it T_T so my parents,only knowing me well..hadnt let me go to my own sanctuary(my haven) throughout this year..i was so sad.but i guess its for my benefit,otherwise i'll get stucked in reading novels & not school stuffs as any SPM-er were obliged to.*sigh* i love my friends,my teachers & my school's life.though it did seems to give me several headache but i thought twas absolutely normal..right?? so..if i'm all plastered up or broken hearted..i mighty might go to any library to have some lil' peacefulness..it doesnt have to take Paris or Sipadan for these*at least for now*hehe so,LIBRARY is my HAVEN on Earth where i can go and lost in space of time in its so-library-thingy atmosphere..ouhh..and please dont call me a NERD..bcos i am not..heehee~ i just happens to love books and love reading them and love buying them and...okay..i'm rambling..^_^ thus to me,,*for now*
LIBRARY=HAVEN
x0x0 bye lovelies

ASHAMED and +story

well..this is about S again.. why did i felt so jealous over him when i saw him chit-chatting with another girl....? though i knew he wouldnt care about my feelings?i'm so sick of it...*back to the story* well,now that i knew very well that i like him and the fact that i persuaded him to be my couple is downright humiliating,,i know i shouldnt felt this way but i just couldnt help it..it just...it wasnt me like me actually to be begging and confessing silly things to a guy that likes-me-but-want-me-to-be-his-friend...DUHH MANN!!! u gotta be EXTRA carefull babe..boys(or men)are cowards these days..they apparently want us so bad they literally die if we kiss somebody else,but they are too AFRAID of being rejected and in the end get CHICKENED OUT by the thought of rejection..ohh BOY!! now,dear S..i dont think that our friendship could last longer..thank GOD(alhamdulillah)i wont be seeing u again for some period since we have finished our school..if not,i might break down BIG TIME and then ruins my pretty image,appearance and stuff*haha..not to be trusted ^_^*
so this entry is simply to say GOODBYE BABY..*suddenly hears Avril Lavigne's GOODBYE song*

i LOVE u BIG TIME (also SCREWED UP big time) so here is THE ULTIMATE END for our never-gonna-be-the-same friendship..*so much for friendshio ast forever..huh?* ANNYONG!!

so now to the " +story "
i ALREADY has a BOYFRIEND..huhu i am single but not until recently..i guess i'm too lonely for my own good..he is my friend since forever*literally*..but the weird thing is i dont fell asleep thinking about him but (yea :( ..) i was thinking 'bout S ..i know i'm sort of a playgirl(not anymore though ^_^)but i just couldnt help it..hehe*wicked-but-polite laugh* so to Mr. B..thanks for having me as ur girl..
#dont ask me 'bout how i felt towards Mr. B yet..i'm still thinking and re-thinking 'bout it now *peace&love*

to my(eternity and infinity)husband..Mr. Lee Dong Wook..MUCH love and kisses for you..*muacks..mmwuahh*

xOxO bye lovelies

in FATIGUE

i want to sleep..being drifted away in a world called DREAMS..the odd thing is..WHY DID I SUDDENLY FELT LIKE WANNA MARRIED?? i've absolutely no ideas folks..^_^
xOxO..*peace and love*