CHANGE

hello guys..so sorry havent had much time posting in this blog :)anyway..i do hope all of you are in great condition..
so,I'm gonna hit 18 in less than 3 months time..that's mean I'm a big girl now *not quite really* and in following weeks,I'll know where I would further my studies.either here in Malaysia or somewhere else around the world.thus,I'll be away from my family.that is a SUPER DRASTIC CHANGE in my life.ever.i mean..I'm a daddy's girl.i grew up surrounded by my ever loving family,with my cousins as my childhood friends and still are my friends,with my aunts being sporting and supportive always and uncles that jokes and prank on us(me and my cousins) naughtily but in a way that show their love for us.and mind you,my uncles are so fierce in protecting their flesh and blood and clans in a way that sometimes i get scared if i happened to see them in 'battlefield'.phewww...and i even get so very close to my youngest aunt than i ever get to my own mama.we are like the bestfriend forever.with her,i can tell her my secrets,my crush,my everything(?) and she in turn also did just that to me.so,I'm not so used in this stay-away-from-your-family things.huhu i might get a very serious homesickness later on...T___T
so..just wanna tell you that sometimes..we do need to undergo and experience CHANGES in our life to be able to take on the world more confidently ;)
till then folks..x0x0